Mooki: September 15, 1991 - July 13, 2005

A Tribute to My Beloved Girl
~ My Loving Soul Mate and Loyal Companion for 14 Years ~

Mook and I completed our final adventure together at 11am July 13, 2005. She is finally at peace.

Those who knew me/us won't be surprised to know that I honored her with respect, love and compassion until her final breath. She died in our home, in my arms. I knew, by letting her go, the hardest part would be facing life without her. The only way I can get through today is by knowing, completely in my heart, that this decision came from a place of unconditional, selfless love so that she would be at peace ... and I begin my journey of grief and healing.

I've never experienced such a profound connection with an animal as I did with Mook. She filled me so much (I definitely got the better end of the deal) and she taught me a lot as well. She exemplified determination, willfulness (sometimes too much!), patience, amazing transformation, flexibility, playfulness and a great sense of humor and adventure. She connected me deeply to nature. I couldn't have asked for a better companion over the last 13.9 years.

I'm taking the liberty of imagining what she may have said about her life with me:
- I never knew my real name (Scootie? Kittie? Monkey? God Dammit?)
- I used to be scared of everything 'til Mom & Dad rescued me
- I know how to knock over a canoe
- These paws have covered many miles: hiking (Adirondack Mtns, Cascades, Mt. Hood, The Gorge); mountain biking, cross country skiing, swimming
- I like carrots better than broccoli stems
- Yipppeee!! Another road trip!!

And now, Mook, you are on your own road trip -- to heaven, where you will see all your friends and your sister Mina. Enjoy the ride, and don't forget to stick your head out the window, and ask for biscuits when you arrive.

Deepest gratitude to my friends and family who have guided me so lovingly through this unexpected transition - especially to
- My coach Shekinah, who swiftly directed me to my all-knowing intuition, and to following it (you incredible, amazing woman!)
- My Mother, for crying with me through the excruciating decision-making process
- My brother Fos (Robert), for acknowledging the depth of my relationship and unfailing devotion to Mook
- Mick & Karen (dad and step-mom), who know the healing power of nature for me, and invited me camping in the Sierras
- My neighbor Karen, who drove me to vets when I was too exhausted to drive, was with me through the passing. I'm so grateful for your friendship!
- My friend Deb, who knew I wouldn't be eating and brought me vegan carrot soup
- Dr. Sandy Nelson, DVM who gifted Mook and me amazing compassion and a perfect passing

... And to all of you who have called or emailed to share your love for Mook and me - too numerous to mention: thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Don't forget the biggest lesson from our animals:
LIVE AND LOVE FULLY EACH AND EVERY DAY.

(and don't eat meat)
[sorry, I couldn't help throwing that in!]